THE WAY WE WERE
When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
1 Corinthians 13:11-12 NKJV
Each person is gifted with a differing personality and perspective on life both past, present, and future. We are often shaped by events themselves but also by how we remember those events. If we see the past through rose-colored glasses, then we will likely have pleasant memories of the past which, of course influences the present and future in positive ways. On the other hand, if we view the past through dark-colored glasses, we will likely have much resentment that affects our present and future. We need to remember that some people remember the past as being better than it was and others remember it as being worse than it was. Few remember it as it was.
Since becoming and adult, have you ever passed by or visited a house you lived in as a child? What were your thoughts? Was it as you remembered or was it different? Did it seem smaller and were all the rooms in the place you remembered? Even if the house was never remodeled since you lived there, you may be surprised. If our memories are imperfect at remembering such tangible things we can return to, then what are the implications of an imperfect memory of intangible history?
THE WAY WE ARE
It’s okay to long for “the good ole days” as long as we remember that we are venturing into an unreal land of nostalgia for a “trip down memory lane.” However, while there we should keep one foot in Reality Land so that we understand that what we see on Memory Lane might not be what actually happened. I remember the time of my children growing up as “good times” but I have been surprised to learn that they don’t see it that way at all. In fact, though my two now adult children grew up in the same home, they both remember their growing up years differently. Go figure.
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
1 Corinthians 13:1-11 NIV
So, what’s the big deal? Our memories of the past, whether accurate or not, constantly massage and marinate our present and future. In fact, they are currently shaping who we are today. We are never as good as we think we are and seldom as bad as we and others think we are. There are plenty of people who don’t believe YOU can succeed; they don’t need YOU to join their club. The big deal is that you probably don’t want to be shaped by inaccurate information or the results of mentally and emotionally marinating in bitter herbs of years of resentment and anger. Have you noticed that people stuck in anger or resentment seldom use the word “love” to describe relationships with themselves or anyone else.
Have you had a conversation with someone, perhaps a family member, who shared a story of the past that included you but it was not at all how you remembered it? Perhaps you reacted, “That’s not what happened! Where did you get that story? You made that story up!” Every time you replay the “tape” it is nothing like the story they told. What does it mean?
There are certainly things in our past that we would like to change, but it is sealed and done. Sometimes we wish we could change others and how they see and do things, but that is virtually impossible. The best counsel is: Being resentful about the past holds you prisoner to the past and gets in the way of your future. Forgive, love, and move on!
VIRTUAL ALZHEIMERS
- Your massaging and marinating your anger and resentment may have changed how you remember
- Your constant replaying or lack of revisiting of the events of the past may have changed what and how you remember
- Your current life situation may influence your level of resentment and how you reflect on the past
- Your size, age, maturity level, beliefs, and attitudes then may have impaired your ability to see, understand, and remember
- You may not have been mature enough to see or comprehend the events when they occurred
- You are interpreting the past with a limited part of the picture
- You may be in a rut that causes you to replay and magnify your anger and resentment and how you remember
- Your use of alcohol and drugs may scramble what and how you remember
- Your ego may lead you to change how and what you remember
- Your need for affirmation and closure may affect how and what you remember
THE WAY WE SHOULD BE
Okay, it’s not a “memory fix” as it is an attitude fix. The point of this article is to get you to open your eyes and see the present reality and future potential. It’s time to quit blaming others, replaying the recording of your memory of “the way we were,” forgive them and yourself, and GET MOVING to a better future.
More than an attitude fix, we need a sin fix that we can only receive through faith in Jesus Christ as Lord. Anything else will not transform your mind, body, and soul and will only be temporary. Transformational love does not change how we look at things, it changes us and what we see when we look at things. If you receive Jesus as Lord, you can get rid of the dark glasses and the rose-colored glasses and see people as they are. Then love them anyway! It is based on the fact that God loves you! We need to be changed by love!
When I was about ten years old we moved to a different house that I thought was really big at the time. We moved from that house a couple of years later, but I have passed by that house occasionally for many years. It seems to get smaller every year, not because it has changed but because I have changed.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13 NKJV
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Questions:
- What memories of the same event have you shared with someone only to discover there were big differences?
- How has time and your perspective changed your memories?
- How have you dealt with negative memories and the people involved?
- Have you received Jesus and Lord? Have you forgiven yourself? Have you forgiven others?
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Dr. Tom Cocklereece is CEO of RENOVA Coaching and Consulting, LLC. He is a pastor, author, professional coach, leadership specialist, and is a member Coach/Teacher/Speaker for the John Maxwell Team
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